It's been years 3 years and "i-don't-know" months now since I graduated high school. And more or less 7 years I was carrying the burden in my heart, the wounds that was not healed because I was too stubborn and full of pride to ask for your forgiveness for the the things I've done, for the words I've uttered and for the causing you pain. Now, It hit me I guess it's time for me to face this, or by chance to face you.
I'm Sorry. Sorry for everything that I've done that lead you to do things that hurt me. Sorry for being strict, for thinking that I know more, for saying things behind your back and for being full of pride. Sorry if you happen to hear that I said high school is not fun, happy and enjoyable, I was just soo bitter back then. I can't have a time machine to correct those things but I can start saying sorry and eventually hoping to be friends with you. Just forget the old me though, I know It's hard and maybe the wound that I've caused was not healed but I'm hoping for the time that you can accept my apology and forgive me.
Sorry if I can't say this in personal, I'm just too coward to face you. It takes a lot of courage for me to do that knowing what I've done, I have no confidence to face you anymore and be sorry but honestly, I'm hoping that one day when I'll see you somewhere, I can say sorry.
And of course I want to say thank you! Though rejecting me as your friend cause a deep scar, I'm still thankful because I'm more aware in what area I should change and that incident made me more closer to God.
I'm Sorry. Sorry for everything that I've done that lead you to do things that hurt me. Sorry for being strict, for thinking that I know more, for saying things behind your back and for being full of pride. Sorry if you happen to hear that I said high school is not fun, happy and enjoyable, I was just soo bitter back then. I can't have a time machine to correct those things but I can start saying sorry and eventually hoping to be friends with you. Just forget the old me though, I know It's hard and maybe the wound that I've caused was not healed but I'm hoping for the time that you can accept my apology and forgive me.
Sorry if I can't say this in personal, I'm just too coward to face you. It takes a lot of courage for me to do that knowing what I've done, I have no confidence to face you anymore and be sorry but honestly, I'm hoping that one day when I'll see you somewhere, I can say sorry.
And of course I want to say thank you! Though rejecting me as your friend cause a deep scar, I'm still thankful because I'm more aware in what area I should change and that incident made me more closer to God.
Hmmm.... I wonder who this person is....
ReplyDeleteIt's not only one Jade. but nonetheless no need to mention names. :)
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